Who am I to say
you ever cared.
Who am I to say
you ever loved.
My heart is bleeding now
Im falling apart.
And yet you mean
the world to me.
I gave you all of me
and you took me with delight,
but was it only to break me in the end?
Because I am torn apart.
My hearts slip open, bleeding.
I love you.
I care for you.
I miss you.
I just wish you could say the same.
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care?
I dont know anything.
Im lost.
All you ever did
was fill my ears with lies.
I believed you loved me
I believed you cared.
Foolish me.
Foolish wishes.
Foolish dreams.
My eyes are open now.
And they
I hate you
but thats just another lie
Truth is
I dont hate you.
I cant hate
what I love.
But what I love
can only hate.
And if not hate
then what
is that cause of
such actions?
If you love
as much as I
you wouldnt dare
damage my heart
so willfully,
but hold it close
with care.
You dont love.
Love is just a lie
in itself,
but thats no way
to think.
Without love
there is no life.
What kind of life would there be
without the joys
love brings?
But foolish me
I am only young.
There is no need to rush,
but young or not,
I can feel.
And this heartache
brings no smile
to my face,